Goodbye 2012

So tonight we say goodbye to 2012. All in all it was a pretty good year for me. I got married to the hubster in our long awaited perfect garden ceremony in 50 degree weather (brr for me in my strapless dress) and we are all another year older. Would have been tops if I could have added getting pregnant with a baby shuster to the list to make it an actual list rather than one thing, but oh well.

For both of my children I conceived them in an even year and gave birth to them in an odd year, so here’s hoping that has happened again and that we will find out in 2013 we got this whole mess over with in 2012! Then I can turn this blog into a pregnancy blog instead. Believe me it will be no boring oh I am so pregnant and glowy blog either. I will deliver drama. Most likely trips to the hospital and pre term labor and me almost dying daily. sure not to disappoint.

I do want to talk/complain about one thing I do not care for at all in regards to attempting to keep the world populated and that is the fact that you have to do it based on your body’s itinerary. Sometimes I am briefly angry with Mr. Shu but that would be the exact time I have to ovulate wouldn't it. And of course I want to pout and still be upset with him until he comes around and apologizes but who has time for that?! Not my ovaries for one. I was prepared for it not to be so romantic. We have two kids were used to romantic relations being a rare occurrence. I just wasn’t prepared to feel helpless in the sense that I felt like if I don’t have sex right now while I am furious with you we wont get a baby and that will make me even more angry. Anyway I guess it helps me get over things faster and get my priorities in order.

In any case I am off to watch the final season of GOSSIP GIRL. Best guilty pleasure there is. how did the CW come up with it....

I may be watching too much of it though because I have a barely controllable urge to sign off on all my Facebook status updates and this post with

you know you love me, xoxo
Gossip Girl